we would have been friends for 8 years.
we grew up together.
sought healing from mental ills.
but she left me.
she gave up so easily.
I asked her to take a drug test.
she got angry and just left me.
She has lived with a pedophile since childhood.
Of course he adjusted it to suit himself.
turned me against my sun.
and got her hooked on salt.
I'm in pain.
for her and for myself.
what the fuck.
I couldn’t see a future without her at all.