That scene is her attempting to take her own life using the pills I believe. She didn't want CJ to see it because she was ashamed of the memory 

Started this game in December as a distraction over Christmas. Absolutely fell in love with the story and the characters. You have done such an amazing job, I even had to limit myself to one chapter a day once I got half way through just so I could make the experience last longer

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