I thought like that for the longest time, but eventually i reached to the coonclusion that in the end it was never my responsaility if i gave my all to make things better. Even if the odds have always been by my side, i always remind myself that sometimes there are factors that weight more than my will to succed, and that is ok.

We all have to come to tearms with the uncertenty of our existence and the fact that pain is present whether we like it or not, form the best to the worst moments in life. So i might as well risk it now and live to the fullest while i still have time to live and the option to do as i please.