Take your time @Black Collar Games ,  having what happened to you late is a huge thing. take time for yourself, don't overthink and try to stay positive.  if you get ideas, write the basics down and save them to implement whenever you feel ready.  I had something  similar happen and it took a bit for me to get my bearings, but I have a concept on game dev and stuff and, damn do i have a lot of respect  for you guys. (except the ones who take the money and run off or leave projects abandoned when they have a full team/studio to work on it