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| Directed by | Matthew Porterfield |
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| Cinematography | Jeremy Saulnier |
| Edited by | Marc Vives |
| Music by | Linda Cohen |
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| Distributed by | Strand Releasing |
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Running time | 90 minutes |
| Country | United States |
| Language | English |
| Budget | $42,394[1] |
| Box office | $22,214[2] |
I Used to Be Darker is a 2013 independent drama film set and shot inMaryland, the third feature film directed byMatthew Porterfield.
Fleeing from Northern Ireland after realizing she was pregnant, 19-year-old Taryn finds refuge with her aunt Kim in Baltimore. She is parting ways with her partner, Bill, under the reproachful gaze of their daughter Abby.
In July 2011,Matthew Porterfield started raising money to fund the production ofI Used to Be Darker viaKickstarter. The project achieved its goal of $40,000 on August 13, 2011.[1][3]
Porterfield had already known Ned Oldham for several years before casting him as Bill, and Amy Belk went to college withKim Taylor in the 1990s. After meeting Taylor and seeing her perform, Porterfield "knew almost immediately she had what [he] was looking for". Porterfield first metHannah Gross and Deragh Campbell when they attended the premiere of his previous film,Putty Hill (2010), but did not keep in touch with them. He later auditioned Gross, following advice from a friend who is a professor atNew York University, where Gross studied in the Experimental Theater Wing. Through Gross, Porterfield later met Campbell and cast them both in the film.[3]
OnRotten Tomatoes the film has an approval rating of 81% based on 21 reviews, with an average rating of 7.34 out of 10.[4] OnMetacritic, the film received aweighted average score of 69 out of 100, based on 10 reviews, which indicates "generally favorable" reviews.[5]
A.A. Dowd ofThe A.V. Club gave the film a grade A−, and wrote: "Drenched in the evening glow of its urban and suburban backdrops, Darker comes alive in the dark, when its characters are drowning their sorrows in song, the sauce, or conversation."[6]Sheri Linden of theLos Angeles Times wrote: "It's a story of contained chaos, quietly observed — one that catches fire more in retrospect than in the viewing."[7] Albert Nowicki ofMovies Room ranked it among the fifteen best overlooked 21st century indie films.[8]
I Used to Be Darker won the award for Best Narrative Feature at theBerlin International Film Festival in 2013 andMatthew Porterfield won the award for Best Director at theBuenos Aires International Festival of Independent Cinema.[9]